In Surfer's Paradise, as I was getting off the sidewalk to
board the bus, I
hit my head on a metal fire hose casing mounted on the wall.
My airplane
wing bruises have healed and my sunburnt scalp has stopped peeling,
but now
there's a welt across the top of my head from the fire hose casing.
Yesterday afternoon, on the bus to Brisbane, I sat next to
a cute chick
named Daniela. She's from England, and we got to know each other
a bit
during the ride. But she seemed to get along a lot better with
the other
boys. We all went out to a pub last night, guess who she ended
up sharing a
bed with last night? Neil.
I still have the blues, but after some thinking and careful
observation of
those hooking up, I think I figured out the problem. I'm not
outgoing
enough. If I was more talkative and ballsy, could probably get
a cheap
score whenever I wanted to. But I'm not like that, and I can't
even fake it
when I try. I'm more of an introvert, and I think that makes
other people
nervous and uneasy. Sure, I can make a few quick friends by shaving
my head
and riding a bucking sheep for ten seconds longer than anyone
else, but when
it really counts, it doesn't happen. In short, I got no game.
Most of the time at clubs or bars, I feel like I'm just wasting
my time.
People hooking up all around me. It's like torture, and a serious
blow to
the ego. But where else can I go to socialize?
One more note about Kari. It's amazing how little personality
you have to
have when you're a hot girl. I mean, if Kari was a guy and had
the same
personality, she'd be a dork, maybe even a loser. She would have
had to
develop a personality if she wanted to have any friends. But
she's a hot
girl, and apparently she never really had to, and everyone seems
more than
happy to hang around her. Seems like all you have to do is have
decent
breasts and nice skin and you can pretty much get by. Are there
any hot
girls out there who have a personality?
Off to the showers. I haven't bathed in 3 days.
Jeff