habit
its in love with youOct 27, 2001
to quote dave at bridge: I DID IT!!
7 take offs. 7 landings. 7 days. i was sure i wouldnt be around to talk about it. shows what i know (nothing).
i am fucking exhausted. there is lots to talk about but not now. i'm just too needing to be horizontal. i'm so glad its the weekend, i can slack about and get my house in order and catch up online and sleep and be lazy. the hunt for work/potential co-dweller wont have to start till monday.
i had 60 new emails when i came home. i would venture that 45 of them were immediate deletes. at least.
the first flight out was the worse. my palms sweat fiercely and tears ran down my face as the plane reached its cruising altitude. nothing was as bad after that. but tonight when the plane touched down i was surprised to find that the tears came again...this time of relief...and maybe some for the victims of 9/11...nothing is the same. i was glad to be home. i love my city.
shows rocked. vancouver was awesome. facing my fears was challenging, exciting and ultimately a triumph.
but i was up at 5:10 this morning after a short sleep and have been on the move and awake ever since. three planes today. the first day since i can remember where i saw both my parents on the same day.
basically i gotta sleep. i can barely string this shite together. so why did i bother?
oh yeah. cuz i'm an internet junkie. right. almost forgot.
glad to be back.
xoxooxoxoxo
uno amore.
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